Big Heart, Wild Heart

It’s not the nature of the heart to stay open.
It opens, it shuts, it opens, it shuts. Feel it. That’s what it’s doing all the time, all by itself.
Your usual heart is a rhythmical heart: systole and diastole, in and out, up and down, open and not open. Goes on and on. And on. Without [...]

Lingering the longing

Delay gratification;
teasing and tantalising,
making the This stretch …..
and stretch….
into a long lingering moment…..
where barely endurable pleasure….is kept hanging…
hanging…. hanging…..
on a precious
dangling
breakable
thread.
Domination becomes submission
nearly pleasure
becomes
almost pain
right close up to the Edge
of the unbearable.
And then at last, relief -
Want gets taken by Have.
Satiation is released,
Get let go of by being given
agonizing but beautiful
but beautiful to be agonized
to [...]